It has always been hard for me to keep personal deadlines – whether that “personal” means truly personal or on a more professional/personal level. I always put them off and let something else take precedence.

Hence the really long list of things that I need to do and want to do. It seems that the same or similar dreams, goals and ideas keep moving on and off the list, whether it’s an actual list or just the one in my head. Right now I seem to be lacking in the motivation and inspiration departments. Previously, in my past-life as a teacher, I always complained that it was the lack of time, and by proxy the lack of motivation and inspiration, that kept me from tackling the list. But now I know it has nothing to do with time – at least real time. I know I have issues with time and have spoken about it before. But there is definitely something else going on here.