I know this will happen from time to time. I begin to doubt myself on every level. Should I have quit my job? Why didn’t I wait until I heard more information about the new job prospects? Is this blog the stupidest thing on earth?

I sometimes can give myself whiplash in terms of how quickly I can “change my tune” on an idea or action. I’ll be all gung-ho one moment and in filled with doubts and doom the next. I know I give people around me heartburn sometimes because of how fast I can go through emotions.

Also, I tend to be introverted. It is difficult for me to put myself out there in such a public forum. I don’t want to look stupid, but fully realize that if I’m honest with myself and “the world” I may very well come off looking like a complete doofus. I have to be okay with that or else stop posting to this blog.

So why am I posting to this blog? Why am I creating a blog about all of this? What is the purpose here?

I want to keep a record of what I’m going through. I want to write it down in hopes of helping the process along. I hope that others read it and actually write their thoughts and give some encouragement along the way. I’m sure I’ll need it.

But doubts creep in and I wonder if I’ve done the right thing…am doing the right thing. And I think to myself, “I’m good at doubts. Lets do something different for a change. Let’s continue doing what I’m doing and see where it takes me.”